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 应该要很乐观吗？
没有什么特别的规定或限制吧…

时不时被负情绪牵动
蛮无奈的

颓废 溃烂 发呆 放空
应该是最贴切呢形容词吧

是我不够成熟
还是大家都如此？

我寂寞寂寞就好
谁都别来安慰拥抱
死不了就还好
人本来就寂寞的
借来的都得还掉
Hebe 

是我太敏感 还是 世事就是如此？
是我欲望薰心 还是 事实残酷？

这种感觉 很不好
搞得自己 面目全飞 里外不是人

常常问自己…
这样值得吗？
会不会搞得自己迷失了最真实的我…
虽然 刚刚开始的阶段都会胸有成竹的承诺
但实行起来 才发现自己的渺小
世间太多的无奈
不是你我一言两语 就能说清的

"只要自己知道自己为什么而活着
就会有理由 忍受一切的挑战"

我并不是 为你而活着
为何 还是会被牵动？
寂寞孤单 惹的祸吧…

好吧 大概

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