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大学三年 （二）

考试期
就是除了读书
做什么都很有趣

这或许是我人生中的最后一次实体考试能
但人生的测验可能才刚刚开始

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因为不想面对失去的感觉
所以克制自己不能拥有

因为不曾拥有
还天真地以为挥洒之时
能够更洒脱些

看来
我好像错了


越不能偷尝禁果
禁果越是看得鲜甜可口的感觉

这种越克制自己
越无法自拔的感觉
很不舒服

明明都不曾拥有
明明就很想洒脱
明明就不是谈了恋爱
却又有生抽神经的感觉


真的像一个丧家又失败的小偷
什么都没偷走

却已为你荒废了千年的武功
有不舍得怪你

因为


至少还有能够当备胎的价值


或许你真的不傻
或许我们都清楚
或许我们都知道

就算开得了花
也结不了果

所以
我们都没有捅破那层薄薄的薄纱
就让现实若隐若现
让自己甘之如饴

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很不喜欢被负能量包裹的大脑
很不喜欢做事不洒脱的自己

多希望


然后回到各自跑道上
分道扬镳

还我清醒脑袋


未完  待续 。。。

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