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怎么说呢? 成绩...

拿成绩
可能,或许,应该
对很多人来说
难免都会有压力吧

所有的努力与心血
都呈现在一张普普通通的纸上
一张决定着未来的路
的去程车票

对俺而言
无论成绩多么的亮丽或多么的黯淡
生活还是得继续走下去

亮丽的成绩嘛
前途与钱途就一片光明

黯淡的成绩嘛
就抱着天无绝人之路的心态
继续走

反正
已经努力过了
虽然俺不敢说俺已经尽了全力
但是俺
已经作了应该做的努力

成绩
怎么说呢?

既然不知道自己分数
那么
自己成绩的品质就
会被自己质疑

怎么说呢?

或许应该说
一切都只能看命运

 命运的好或不好而以

大家都对俺抱着希望
尤其是自己的父母
俺真的不想辜负他们
读了十多年的书
补了十多年的习
花了成千上万的补习费与书钱

成绩不理想
不会大哭
而是会很自责!!!

我不想辜负
看得起我的人
疼爱我的父母
以及
教育我的师长

真的
很不想
!!

所以
希望能够看见亮丽的它

真心。冀望

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