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Returning

Such a long time I didn't creep back to here
to share my moments
Well
2014
is such a busy year

Busy for everything but actually gain nothing
WHAT A PATHETIC LIFE !!

 Sometimes just got 
no reason and no motive
 to carry on
It is just ti tired.

TIRED FOR EVERYTHING !

Well 
I admit that I really missed
those days in Form 4 and Form 5
No worries
 OR
 at least I got somebody to accompany me
to just simply don't stop at this point

The funny classmates
happy moments
That is so true that it is so enjoyable compared
to what I have now.

Sometimes it just like what CCT said
"Nowadays, we have no motive to go to school.
It is just simply because it is too bored without you guys".

Okay
Memories will be just only memories
It will only be a part of our personal history 
which only mean for us

"Nobody will understand what is the real High School Boys"
who always appeared their reality in their secondary school

Those days will be just those days
...

I do agree with WY's statement
"smile, smile, smile and fake, fake, fake"
Nobody will truly think of you in this circumstances
they will only think for themselves
and THAT'S ALL !!!

They are self-orientated and I am really sick for it.

Sometimes it is just too tired and no mood to bother about it
BUT
it doesn't mean that I know nothing.

Well
I only hope that everything will end-up faster
It is too heavy for me
to still carry on
in this exhausted body and tired mind

Or maybe I am the only one to feel so?
Maybe
 I am the only one
who are not the part of this pre-university ecosystem.

Life will be very simple if it is so.

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