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Resposibilities

Everyone came to this world with different duties
we played a specific role
which are totally different with others
though they might be some similarities

We cannot replace anyone
even though if u r twins
we r just simply a unique and specific   
living organism
that called homo sapiens
which look alike
but
actually not

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That is not a responsibilities for everyone
to know you well

as we r specific

So
sometimes we might feel that
the world are against you
and we are helpless and hopeless

well
just find a dark corner
take your blanket
and have a big cry

alright
that is not emotional
it is just a simple release

if u cannot continue
then please stop
no people will force you to go on

take a rest and escape from the reality
just for a while
and
that's fine

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 心灵的空虚
没有人能够为你填补
只有多阅读  多独处  多了解自己
其实
也就这么简单

人生并没有想象中的复杂
也许吧

也冀望如此

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Hollow heart   Empty feelings
nobody will know it well
 except you
yourself

In this world
everyone are like a 2D circle
a big circle

friends will meet
relatives will be there
just because
the circumference of life intersect each other

well
they will intersect and
for sure
one day
they will also separate

because 
they will not have 
the totally same circle
 with the same length of circumference

life is long and life is also short
it depends the one who spend it
wisely or idiot-ly

we cannot control the length of life
but

we have the choice and rights
to choose
who and what you wanted to be

it is just simply 
responsibilities
that God gave to you upon your birth
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