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空穴来风

失眠的夜晚
依然苏打绿
无奈~

不要问我为什么失眠
我自己也不知道
明明身体就不舒服
却也不能好好的休息
还真的是尴尬

因为怕自己反悔
而错失尝试的机会
因为不甘寂寞
而莽撞的跑去凑热闹

还真的没有好好的问过自己
到底什么才是自己想要的?

得到了 才来空虚
这样对吗?

编辑部主任
是自己真正想要的吗?

我不知道
得到后又是那该死的感觉
既没有兴奋
也没有失落
一切都来得那么的
无感

=====

狼来了的故事
大家都耳熟能详

故事的主人翁是一个小孩
连续地说了很多次的谎
到最后村民都不相信他了

现实生活中
主人翁不一定是小孩
可能也包括高层?

一旦欺骗了
要人家不起疑心
一定有它的难度吧?

更何况
要在他之下从事

=====
实力论

或许是太高估自己
或许是自己的小人之心
或许是自己的自以为是

很多时候

事情
就在不明不白中顺理成章的发生了
不符自己的逻辑
想破脑袋也想不出个所以然

一向来信奉
“有麝自然香,何必当风立”
的理念

现实很明显的
告诉了我

社会是个错综复杂的生态网
如果只是某个方面的专才
那也只能注定是网中的其中一环

或许那一环微不足道
或许那一环不被发现

但谁叫你是专才呢?

你就好好的待在自己的领域
慢慢老去

社会虽然需要专才
它更需要全才

护得周全的全才

Well
Too much is true that
the world or the society is a huge “ecosystem”
that consists of several food webs and food chains

Yeah
It can be true you said that
Each and every one must play their role in their niche
in order to get a balanced “ecosystem”

But
What the “ecosystem” need
is the one who links the chains and webs
to just simply glue up everything

they need not much about the professionals
for them
maybe professionals are just weirdo for them?

Or
Weirdos only deserve to stay in their own world?

I don’t know
I.D.G.A.F

at all….


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