National Service : Prolog~

Start from

morning till now

went to

Bank Simpanan Nasional (BSN)

and the

Hospital to do all the preparation for NS

Feelin' weired

Cause I haven't decide whether

want to go for NS or not

It seems that NS is quite fun

Can know new friends from other parts of Malaysia

and gain new experiences about life

Although is looks fun

there are still reality to face

How about my study in future

This question had confused me several nights

made my mind exhausted completely

Should I go NS ?

Let's se the result of medical check-up bahh

if can then I will go

if cannot then I will not go

Let it be

1st time fetched home by one of my best friend
FOO

haha

Really thank you for

accompany me for the medical check-up

and fetch me home

Thx

Comments

Returning

Such a long time I didn't creep back to here to share my moments Well 2014 is such a busy year Busy for everything but actually gain nothing WHAT A PATHETIC LIFE !! Sometimes just got no reason and no motive to carry on It is just ti tired. TIRED FOR EVERYTHING ! Well I admit that I really missed those days in Form 4 and Form 5 No worries OR at least I got somebody to accompany me to just simply don't stop at this point The funny classmates happy moments That is so true that it is so enjoyable compared to what I have now. Sometimes it just like what CCT said "Nowadays, we have no motive to go to school. It is just simply because it is too bored without you guys". Okay Memories will be just only memories It will only be a part of our personal history which only mean for us "Nobody will understand what is the real High School Boys" who always appeared their reality in their s

Leaving And Approaching

Well, In this stage of transformation There are thousands even millions of question that need an actual answer BUT I am not sure how to answer it correctly OR Maybe just the question had no answer ? Leaving... Yea, leaving my first work which I initially felt that no so good for me but in the end I found that there were actually fun, tears and experiences Working with the "M"s is actually quite a new thing for me and I really appreciate the moments with you all Miss Tan Kak Jane Kak Lin Kak Nabila Kak Yana Kak Izzah Muiz and Hanif Thank you for the surprise belated birthday for me and thank you all for forgive me my mistakes during working Now I'm leaving to another stage of my life Hope that we will meet sometime in the future ... Approaching... Yep, decision is approaching What do you want to be? Now is a serious question BUT I have NO answer I cannot fore-see

Resposibilities

Everyone came to this world with different duties we played a specific role which are totally different with others though they might be some similarities We cannot replace anyone even though if u r twins we r just simply a unique and specific living organism that called homo sapiens which look alike but actually not +++++ That is not a responsibilities for everyone to know you well as we r specific So sometimes we might feel that the world are against you and we are helpless and hopeless well just find a dark corner take your blanket and have a big cry alright that is not emotional it is just a simple release if u cannot continue then please stop no people will force you to go on take a rest and escape from the reality just for a while and that's fine +++++ 心灵的空虚没有人能够为你填补只有多阅读多独处多了解自己其实也就这么简单人生并没有想象中的复杂也许吧也冀望如此 +++++ Hollow heart Empty feelings

Just Notes =)

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