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亦于心之所善兮,虽九死其犹未悔~

我想
今天的标题
已经尽足以表明 我的选择
心态

想赶我去远远的地方读书
为了避免我们所之间的争执
我能理解您的感受

但是
请您这两三年
再多多忍受我这个“拖油瓶”
之后
我也希望
自己能够不要寄人篱下
攀附在别人的身上
过日子

虽然 学业
波折重重
但 又能如何?

当我出生在马来西亚的那一刻
您就应该了解到
马来西亚华侨
求学生涯
是崎岖 坎坷的

我并不是
自我可怜
或是
孤芳一赏

但 课本里写的
明明白白 清清楚楚
“黄人”和“黑人” 若要取得公民权
必须承认 
特权 与 优先权

既然如此
又能怪谁?

难道 
要从黄土里掘出先人的遗骨
然后再 “鞭骨”?

既然不能改变事实
就改变自己

只有适者生存!

所以
身为马来西亚公民
就应该
跟着马来西亚的方法 求学

虽然
爱因斯坦说过:
“如果你叫鱼爬树,鱼也会瞬间觉得自己的愚笨与无能”

但是
这又如何?
既然国家想要 “会爬树的鱼”
你就要
变成 “会爬树的鱼”
因为
只有 “会爬树的鱼”
才能在国家 发光发热

因此
选择中六
就是
跟着马来西亚的方法 求学
尽可能的
让自己
变成 “会爬树的鱼”

尽管 遍体鳞伤
也 无怨无悔

既然
事实如此
也只能接受

“亦与心之所善兮,虽九死其犹未悔”
能不能
这样的来表达

那就只能问
屈原了
~

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