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晃

晃呀~晃呀~晃呀~晃~
一晃就是大半年

自从读了STP
就觉得自己蛮颓废的
不太知道怎么了

就只知道
时间的冷漠与无情

一瞬间
十月已经过了一半
计划却没有行动的意思 
看着政府考试慢慢的逼近

自己却还是有那个闲工夫
在这里“泡茶”

看着同学
在跑道上已经奔驰了好几圈
自己却还在 原地踏步
只知道 瞎担心
却没有付诸行动的意思

太堕落了
为何？

自己也却摸不着头脑
自能眼睁睁的看着时间的流逝
心里痛着
但 也无法做什么
就因为
没有动力

好像
在浩瀚的大海
当一个人独自的在一艘破裂的小木船上
晃呀晃得

心里 却只能 紧张
眼泪 盈眶
但 力不从心

为何？

望苍天却也无解

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