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无可奈何啊，思绪~

老毛病又犯贱了
the fault of my mind

最近
真的越来越不认识自己了

因为
一点点的小事而大发雷霆
伤害了
自己最爱也最爱自己的人

因为
一点点的小事而胡思乱想
还导致
情绪精神面临崩溃的地步

因为
一点点的小事而感动落泪
就算是
一首简单不过的曲子

因为
一点点的期望而换来失望
就算是
已经就在于料之中的事

因为
乱糟糟的思绪而语无伦次
就像是
现在的我对着电脑，
打着键盘，写着自己也不是很懂得垃圾

心灵的垃圾
要怎样排空呢？

刹那间
好想不要长大

天真 无知
是上天赋予小孩的自由
好怀念

天真 无知
未必是坏事吧

有时候毕竟心机多了
真的
很想狠狠地送上一巴掌
让自己和对方都清醒清醒

看看这世界
看看自己

应该
要学会把自己的贪心收起来吧

或许就像哲学家说的
少一份期待 就少一份失望 但会多一份冀望

隐藏自己
才不会继续受伤吧
是时候好好地向巨蟹学习了
=)

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