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过渡期 2

18.10.2014

诶
为何情绪又乱了起来
七早八早的
心情却灰灰蓝蓝的

自己不是说好了的吗？
不要再执著了

思绪的漂浮
把读书的心情都飘走了
又是因为那个该死的
搞得我连睡觉都无法心安
去你的！

相传
人在一生中会有七个知己
当人恋爱时
七个知己中
有两个会被除名
以便能够容得下自己的恋人

这
也应该是重色轻友的由来吧

我原本就只是过客
那么
还是扮演好自己路人甲的角色吧

原本就不是谁的谁
又何须执著？

放下？
纸上谈兵
总是最容易的
实际上
真正能够放下的
又有几个？

我想
我们应该都回不去了吧

从你不信任我的那一刻
我早就该明白的

对不起
是我自己太麻木与白目了

既然 我是被除名的
那也无所谓
毕竟 那都是缘分
缘若尽了，是应该分开的

当然
当伤害的额度用尽了
梦自然就会醒了 =)

人啊
总是失去了后
才来后悔
那都是于事无补的
徒然心烦罢了

长大了
需要面对的 真的很多
有时 真得喘不过气

说好的
要为未来的自己而活
我
真的有做到吗？

孤独和独立
是成长中的一环
既然不能逃避
那也只好面对
再无奈
一切都只是时间的因素罢了
该走的
始终会过的

既然无能为力
何不顺其自然

给我多一点时间吧
虽然大脑已经知道了
心还是迟迟不能够接受

知道和接受
是两码事
我 还需要时间
。。。

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