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无能的面对自己

嘿~
一个起得特别早的早晨

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我属实不知道应该以什么姿态
去面对你

所以
我选择逃避

毕竟
我也不喜欢伪装出来的自己

逃避
或许很懦弱
或许很无能

但
它的功效
却奇迹般地在我的身上那个应验了很多次

逃避不是一个不错的选择
而是一个
不得不选的选择

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很多人都说：
“唉，你确定你是独生子吗？为什么看不出的？”

嗯
或与我隐藏的很好
又或许童年的关系
种种因素的因缘巧合之下

但是
最近我发现了一个罩门
一个能够轻松击溃我的罩门

我看得比谁都重
尤其感情方面

我经不起失去的美好
所以
选择逃避 选择不去记忆 选择放逐自己

眼不见为净
应该就是指这种情况吧？

“时间过得好快”
你也变得好快

也对
人类只用了3秒钟把地球高的这幅德行
几天
甚至几个星期的时间
应该算慢了吧？

终究

还是得怪自己的适应能力慢呀。。。

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