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The Meaning of SPM Result to Me ~

21 March 2013
I think that I will NEVER forget this 
unfortunate / memorable / sad / frustrated / dissapointed / fateful 
feelings / day
 ~

Should I be grateful?
Although the result is not as good as I wish
I had already in the category of "Pelajar Cemerlang"
However, I really cannot feel any happiness
but I had tried my very best...
That's what I can say

Straight As'
Ya
3A+  5A  2A-
Is also straight As', but sorry to say that
I am really devasatated to the core
when the minute I knew that
my Bahasa Malaysia didn't score an A+

Although
Crying cannot make anything change
however, at that moment I just cannot stand anymore
I had work extremely hard for it
BUT
what I get?
WHAT I GET ?

Fine
Let bygones be bygones
Crying cannot make any change at this moment
It will just make me uglier
Ya
As ugly as the witch

Bahasa Malaysia
A subject that I really concern for
A subject that I really confident for
A subject that once made me proud
A subject that ...

Sorry 
I break the promise again and made all of you dissapointed 
I really don't want to do so
really ... 

Meaning of SPM result to me
A piece of not-so-perfect ticket
to head to the future
A sadful and fateful facts that I MUST receive

Ya
I have nothing to regret 
Just like what my teachers said
As long as you tried your very best
NOTHING
should be regreted

Thank you 
for teachers, parents, friends
Thank you all of you who accompany me for the day
Thx ~

Ya
Stop crying
SPM result : Bygones : Future : Head on 
;D

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