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Superman

Superman
will die at the end of the day
...

I personally don't like the feeling of
being betrayed
REALLY

So
I won't betray others
because I don't like the
 guilty feeling

Please be sincere
and
 not just to simply go through
what I had concern for.

Maybe you feel that
it is nothing for you
however
do u think for me that
maybe this is all for me

superman will not be superman
if he lost his support
or
he is betrayed
by his company

no man in this world in an island
u and me
for e specific reason

u meet me
or
I meet u
in between
there MUST me some arrangement of GOD
so
I really appreciate it

and

how about u?
do u really appreciate it?

sometimes 
I really feeling that I'm just a clown
who always make fun
in the public

 JUST A MERE CLOWN 
WHO 
DOESN'T BRING ANY MEANING
for u

what I concern 
is not the marks that matter
is the friendship that matters
I grabbed the tail of the friendship like a dog
BUT
what I get in exchange?

Laughs and ashamed? 

it is really exhausted and motionless for me
to just carry on like this
or maybe I'm just too dependent?

it is really hurt that

what u concern is what others treat like a rubbish

how hurt it is and how true it is

u treat it like gold
but
they treat it as if u r also a rubbish

what can i do...

i just can't understand

-superman who lost his company and trust from others
will be like rubbish
who nobody concern 
which will accompany the wind
to just find a most suitable place 
to settle down-

Y.Y

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